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I've moved. Click. See you there.
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[Fri 27th
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Hiiii oh my god. (understatement of the year)
Life is a whirlwind of stuffs nowadays and I'm kinda feeling a bit out of the entire situation here. Just chillin'. Haha. Going to scccrew up my mid years quite badly but it's okay we'll start afresh from prelims yes... So for now, I just gotta put up with the failures and flunks and everything. The key word is "for now". Oh and check this out!
So you want to be a writer? by Charles Bukowski
if it doesn't come bursting out of you in spite of everything,
don't do it.
unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut,
don't do it.
if you have to sit for hours staring at your computer screen
or hunched over your typewriter
searching for words,
don't do it.
if you're doing it for money or fame,
don't do it.
if you're doing it because you want women in your bed,
don't do it.
if you have to sit there and rewrite it again and again,
don't do it.
if it's hard work just thinking about doing it,
don't do it.
if you're trying to write like somebody else,
forget about it.
if you have to wait for it to roar out of you,
then wait patiently.
if it never does roar out of you,
do something else.
if you first have to read it to your wife
or your girlfriend or your boyfriend
or your parents or to anybody at all,
you're not ready.
don't be like so many writers,
don't be like so many thousands of
people who call themselves writers,
don't be dull and boring and
pretentious, don't be consumed with self-love.
the libraries of the world have
yawned themselves to sleep
over your kind.
don't add to that.
don't do it.
unless it comes out of
your soul like a rocket,
unless being still would
drive you to madness or
suicide or murder,
don't do it.
unless the sun inside you is
burning your gut,
don't do it.
when it is truly time,
and if you have been chosen,
it will do it by
itself and it will keep on doing it
until you die or it dies in you.
there is no other way.
and there never was.
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[Mon 5th
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I am going to stop blogging for a while. Hiatus, you say? Yes it is.  In the meantime, my life's currently all about religiously watching episodes of Grey's Anatomy (and loving it), dreaming about being a lawyer after the trip to the freakinglish cool supreme court Ha Ha wishing thinking but hey, dream big you know? And lastly, super regular trips to the library I think our favourite hang out now is Tamp Regional. I'm content. Although the Mid Years are drawing really near and I'm losing my faith because I keep failing tests but all in all they're my fault. I know that. I might still post now & then... when I feel like it. I wonder how long this will last. Because writing in my diary seems like a better better alternative. Maybe I'll suddenly resume blogging tomorrow. Haha I am not sure. I'm just weird like that. Since I had a concussion today during PE ahem. And nooo people I do not walk slow... I can multitask and I don't care I am good in chee ko bak. And ly, I don't wonder about where we come from anymore. Nor do I wonder about strawberry flavours...
PS. Happy Birthday Terie I hope you liked our present! :) |
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[Sat 26th
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Just finished watching Homeless to Harvard: The Liz Murray Story. It was Inspirational. Count your blessings, because we are lucky, very very very lucky people indeed.
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| PizzaHutty & Aston Martins |
[Fri 25th
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Sup how was your day? I liked mine. School ended at 12.30, swear it's the best. But we had to stay back to complete Ex 19.1 and I am so glad that I managed to finish it without copying. Thank you Terie(berry) for helping me! Couldn't have done it without you. Shit I was damn gan jeong spider while doing. She said I looked like I was hyperventilating. But it felt awesome when I was done, so there. Went to makan at Pizza Hutty. And I miss the long lunches we used to have tgt so badly!   Will post up the rest of the pictures when I have the time. I am going to shower and curl up in bed later to read my library book. It doesn't look very promising ...... but I'll make do with it. The gap left behind by Twilight series is too big to cover already, ha ha ha. Everyone is crazywazy over Edward. Yes, I really do mean everyone. Friday nights are always the best anyway. But I am really really drained, even the security uncle also say I look tired! Although apparantly not tired enough because I am currently swooning over sizzling hot Aston Martins with grace omg they are sooooooo sexy. With a sexy price also.
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[Sun 20th
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Hiya children!Hahaha. K so I'm gonna keep this short, because I am t-i-r-e-d but at the same time feeling pretty happy since I thought today was a pretty nice day. :) I really need to go out (frowns) Staying at home really makes me feel quite depressed. Ok so today was East zone CO concert @VJC. It was okay I guess? Had dinner with seniors! We talked till 10+++pm and it was nice because I really miss talking to them. I like talking to them, I realise. Didn't snap alot alot of pictures but there are still some. Pictures make me happy you see. :) Ok I am in a good mood today. And why does feeling happy seem like a long long time ago???? I have no idea why man. Life has been so negative these days. So sad.
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[Wed 16th
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I have an urge to move away to another livejournal account and have it entirely private. Tempting tempting, very. But it won't be soon though, until I've got the time for it of course. Plus, they don't allow the setting up of basic accounts anymore so I'm still considering... blogger perhaps? Okay no, no.
Have been sick for the last couple of days and it felt awful. With the horrible headache and the blocked nose and the sore throat. I am so not proud of my man voice. For some reason I think I've been pretty negative for these couple of weeks yeah. I just don't feel... right. So, being happy is kinda like my number priority right now yeah yep.
Omg and I am so dumb.
I didn't bring my bio notes home. God. I specially took the time to pick out all my bio notes and in the end I brought back the wrong stack of papers. Stupid me. In the end all I have now with me is irrelevant worksheets like english compre and some other random stuffs. Seriously, it was so shocking. Hahahaha yes, as shocking as when we saw kevin the other day, baochuan. So I'm purely relying on my text now which sucks because it's so thick and un-condensed. I hope I'll be able to pass this week fine.
I miss talking to a lot of people.
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[Sat 12th
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It has been.... 7 days exactly since I last posted.
I have an inexplicable urge to stop blogging.
1. Choir concert was pretty much Awesome, was really glad for Ly that everything worked well! :)
2. Got back some of our test papers, and I flunked all of them. Except bio, maybe. But 8/25 for geog isn't exactly a good mark yeah?
3. Laughed like shit during sectionals because of the beloved juniors. They are so... vulgarly funny omg. The real definition of 哭笑不得 I swear.
4. Tried to learn bubbly and some other song on the guitar but still cannot really make it even though it's ridiculously easy.
5. K shit I don't remember anything else.
So Friday was a reaaaally reaaaally long day. Had our handover. Some things happened, which kinda shocked us because I think she made sense but the whole situation was really a little exaggerated. But anyway I'm still glad everything kinda ended well? Our president's Zhenyi, I know she'll do a good job! Better job than me anyway! :) Stayed back to clean up the CO room and the room's really (x2) filthy. Left only at 7+ and hopped onto Mervin's dad's lorry to get a lift to the MRT station. You know, I don't know why but it felt so so nice. Like feeling the wind in your hair and seeing the streetlights on everyone's face... It was, yeah nice. :)
Ok I'll probably post up the rest of my entry & thoughts about friday as a private one.
Safer that way you know ;)
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[Fri 4th
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Friday's finally here, I thank god.
This week wasn't all that great, I wonder anybody noticed I found it bad? I guess not. It's a tough time for everybody, chenyin calls it the... sec 4 syndrome. Haha true? Screwed up every single test this week, including today's differentiation. But the difference was that this time round I knew how to do all the qns I really really did. But I still made stupid careless mistakes which costed me. A big huge fat lot. But whatever, there's no point thinking about it now, is there?
Heard this 'song' & I smiled
Haha you should try it.
And oh good luck for tomorrow's concert, ly.
We'll be down there watchin' ya :)
Friday is... movie night!
I made a meal of it and stumbled
We both knew that my cookie crumbled
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[Wed 2nd
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Happy Birthday Eileen!Are you reading this I hope you had an awesome birthday although I didn't spend it with you awman... But it's ok you're still my favourite camwhore-partner do you know we have like, a million pictures together or something so not kidding!!!!! Hope you liked our present(s) alright happy birthday again & k I love you! :) 
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